mamas inspired heart (my other blog)
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Challenges and Prayer!
I've realized that when we married we was so much stronger in Jesus Christ. I've been here before so what is wrong with me now.. It seems I've lost the touch or something. I have prayed and prayed but its like I stop during it and ask myself if I'm doing it right. ha! is that not crazy... I just cant seem to understand what happend. I keep apologizing and forgetting that he forgives so the whole prayer I'm not thanking him or praising him enough for all my blessings. I start off but then start to ask for forgiveness again. I feel even more distant than ever from him today and not sure what I'm doing quite wrong. We have been searching for a church here, we have visited a few and none feel like home. Its like the longer you stay out of church, the easier it is for you not to go back. Its strange how oneself can be so at peace and happy in there life but yet still be missing it when I pray! Maybe I'm over thinking it!